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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
It has been a year since this is last updated!
Oh my God.For a year!Abandoned.So many things have happenned over a year! Career switch.Even galfren switch! Don't get me wrong.I am oh so happy being with my present one.She is definitely the one.She's even staying with me.The fasting month is on again & another year of Hari Raya.Coming to my a year anniversary with her too.Gonna do a revamp of this site right after this posting.The links are outdated.Even my age is! Haha.I still like the Sater song still though.I just have too many blogs to update.Blogdrive is still my best & first despite it's simplicity.It's easier to organise the side panels albeit not flexible enuff.U can if u're a HTML pro(I'm not paid for advertising).I found a lot of my old sites & it's a mess!Forgot the passwords & usernames so a lot of sleuthing to do!
Oh well.I can't delay.Gonna adjust the site & continue with my E-bay research.
Posted at 03:50 pm by Axl_beng
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Whoa...dat was a long break!from blogging dat is.Recently,for the past week,I was feeling quite feverish,been to the doc twice & still recuperating.My fever is intermittent & not felt this way for quite sometime.Issit maybe I have not gone to the gym & taking Vitamin C for quite sometime?I think so.I hate this feeling.What is happening to the world besides global warming?
Recently busy enrolling in a work & study programme.Been rushing up & dwn to process the thick documents.I hate the paper work.Maybe dat s wat caused my breakdwn.Life has been somewhat good despite all the fever.I will have a new job & colleagues,not to mention a new life.Considering to have a 1 mth break b4 starting sch in december.I needed dat.My pay now is good but in order to maintain it,a lot of OT,time & sweat of tears & blood are required.I mean,for a few yrs,maybe I can do dat but if I wanna do it forever?No way.Mental & physical breakdwn will set in & I guess it's just not worth it.Just too taxing.
Found a few punk bands recently but from different punk genres & u think there's only 1 type!I love hybrid genred bands.They are quite big in europe & US but I guess the asian market is not realli into it just like how I was into Slipknot when i was 19 (Dat was like,8 yrs back?) & now it just gets big when actualli they have existed for quite sometime.Gogol Bordello is a band playing gypsy punk.They are so lively!Just like how all concerts shld be.I love them!Whereas Tiger army is playing psychobilly punk whereby a mixture of punk & rock & roll so he'll sound a bit like Elvis when he sings.U guys shld google these 2 bands!I'll embed them here ltr so u guys can hear how they sound like.
object width="425" height="350"> size=2> Alrite guys,I m getting drowsy from the medication.Need to go.Catch u guys soon.
Posted at 12:10 pm by Axl_beng
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Happy advanced Dec everyone!!
Whoa.How long ago did i post here?!Hmm...anyway,how u guys been?I am pretty much in my holiday mood now & will be taking off to Bangkok tomm.Will be there almost a week.The currency has dropped a bit in the last 6 mths I ve been there.Gonna do a bit of sourcing for my Ebay biz.Still some way to go but someone have to start from somewhere rite?I m also doing affiliate networks,earning commissions online & finding every online opportunity I can to earn online.Some still doubt it but I can tell u,it has to be the greatest thing yet!
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I hardly have time online anymore coz have been doing OT day & night but in Dec,I only have to work for 8 days!I have too much leave.Too busy to take & now..I have the whole mth to myself! Bwahahah.End of the mth will be goin to KL for abt a week.Just for the sake of travelling.Have stuff to do now.Will continue ltr if i can or else I'l be back after the trip! Bon Voyage!
P.S. My birthday is on the 2nd!!
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Posted at 02:07 pm by Axl_beng
Saturday, March 04, 2006
It has been a very very long time since my last entry
Hi guys....It's been a long time! Sorry for it as I have been doing a lot of overtime lately while doing a lot of research for my online business.In fact,I actually just woke up after not sleeping for almost 24 hrs!Most of the time was at work yesterday.It irritates me when ppl ask,"what r u doing here?" Can't I even have my own freedom?I don't even bother them.I actually confided in one of my female sergeants regarding me being a queer.I wanted to see her reaction about queers.She said she knew all along & she actualli said she sympathise with such people.She said,y should she discriminate if they are not out to hurt others feelings?At last.A person there who truly understands.So,I actualli told her all abt myself;from the op,to being depressed to being a bad egg in my teenage years....she's all ears.I really appreciate it a lot...& dat's when I discovered I had a crush on her...It's just a crush but I hope it won't turn out to be unbearable as she has a family & children & I even know her husband.It would be a horrible scene no one wants to see & I want to avoid.She's even about my mum's age!I really want to draw the line to it.Strong,elder,independent but modest woman.She don't look her age though.I don't want it to be an obsession.I will never confess to her about it.I would be in dire straits.Disastrous.I keep telling myself...it's just nothing....it's coz I've never had someone who hears me out like this for a long time.Maybe dat's all.Better not think too much.Better brace myself for the end of the year for the major op to happen.
Posted at 11:40 pm by Axl_beng
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
December(& my birthday!) is coming soon..too soon.
Whoa...wat has happenned to this site...left abandoned,unmaintained.Sorry guys,my life is too monotonous to reveal nowadaes,it looks lyk a rat race so,pardon me while i unfold it all.I would not have typed dis if i were on my comp now coz I ll get distracted by(believe it or not)irritating but eye-catching pop-up ads.I ll be multi-tasking so much dat I lost my inspiration to do any soul searching writing.So,typing on my Xda realli narrows down my work & thinking.No other Window can open.
Time is so scarce I hardly hav time for anyting except work.It realli sucks...being posted at a place where there is quite a communication breakdown(imagine a place wif no reception).I miss my peers....I feel i m in the world of the aged..not much topics in common..not to say I bear grudges wif everyone.There are people who comfort me too.An outlet to vent it all out.How it feels so good.There are things dat occupy my mind for the past mths & the personal interests being:financial education,bodybuilding & magic.I put all into practice almost everyday.All 3 make me feel I break away from the mundane life I m leading.I hope to make at least one,if not,all, into a career.Wanna enjoy myself while earning.dat should be the meaning of life.
Posted at 02:31 am by Axl_beng
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Hmmm....Back.Sorry for those who came here regularly to only see the same old thing on my blog! : x Still trying my best to free myself up.Realli.ACtually have a few websites to man,a forum,my work & some of my other work online.Hmmm..Lately,the past few mths,there have been a barrage of killings which involve grotesque chopped up body parts strewn all over the island.These ppl must either be sick or desperate.The latest is regarding the parts found just behind the Orchard mrt,where it's openly placed.Well,leaning against the mosaic mural just yesterday.Grossly discovered by a sweeper who tot it was a mannequin at first,during lunch time.Most of the murder cases here nowadaes involved chopping.Everyone will start fearing butches....I mean butchers like how the kiasi Singaporeans feared nurses when the SARS period was on.Sheesh.I mean,get a life.If u are fated to die means u are.U can even die while sleeping or reading the paper or watching TV.So?
Went to Comex last Sunday to get an SD card for my O2.There are so many choices but after a bit of surveying,I decided to get a prestigio SD card.I might not fancy it if not for the 120x speed.It has to be the fastest there coz the rest are abt half of it & the price is reasonable.So much cheaper than its normal retail price.Definately.So packed.Sheesh.Moreover,I was from a friends' chalet the day before.A lot of tempting stuff on display but lets just keep it all for next year.It's abt time I got a screen protector too b4 it undergo more permanent damage.There are already a few scratches.It's great.It minimises thumbprints & dust.It can even be cleaned with a normal cloth without the surface attracting dust.Mayb it's anti-static.The food fair happen to be near Comex so we dropped by.Was too shagged to walk the whole exhibition to survey all the food.How can Singaporeans actualli do dat & it's only food.I think some spent a few hrs there.For the love of food.
Feel like sleeping but I can't.so much more to do.Love to extend this but I can't.Try to make it regular then.Till then.
Posted at 09:33 pm by Axl_beng
Monday, July 11, 2005
Phew.It's been a hectic week for me,working 13hr shifts & onli 4 hrs sleep per day.We have gotten the assignment for the IOC event.I was actualli looking forward to it before we commenced coz it's so much different than the scope of work I do in PSA.Despite the swollen feet & lack of sleep,I hope to do a similar one again!I literally mean swollen feet.Walking has nvr been a chore.The 117th IOC meeting was held at Raffles City convention centre but security was stringent & we had several walk through metal detector points on every level & also X-ray machines at various points.Manpower is tight but nevertheless,managed to do quite a good job.Waiting for relief for meal hour is quite tight too & also delay.I find the food at the designated police canteen quite fine but most of them said the food is a bit too bland.Maybe coz of my bodybuilding diet,dat's y i'm used to it.I eat chicken chop & grilled fish all the time with rice & vegetables.We were working hand in hand with the security guards & Singapore Police Force officers & made loads of frens there & dat adds up my list in my phone book.My friendster account too.Some of us selected ones are scheduled to go to the Esplanade for duty there.There are a lot of performers there & saw quite a few famous faces there.Kinda bored doin in the basement but it's more discreet & the food for the event there is catered & had more varieties.
Met a lot of nice tourists there.Japanese,british,Australians...they are great.Singaporeans are the difficult bunch.They are almost reluctant to get checked but they had no choice.They grumbled dat this is a stupid thing to do.In our hearts,we are hoping they will face wat difficulties other countries are facing.Then,impromtu,the dolce vita they are facing has been opposed by the recent 7th of july London Blasts.I have to say to them dat this is,Cest la vie.The multiple deja vu dat has been happening mth after mth.It really saddens me to see all this as some of them may be from Singapore the night before & I maybe have even known them personally.It is such a disastrous catasthrope.The subsequent days after the bombing,no locals have complained of the stupidity of checks & scannings anymore & I hope they have awoken to reality.Prevention is better than trial & error.There might have been no error to learn from if the whole of mankind is wiped out.
Nice human beings have seen our dedication & gave us souvenirs & food but despite rejection,they just left it there & went off.On the last day of our assignment,we are relieved dat it ended but had a sinking feeling in the heart.We might meet up again someday.It had been the most memorable time I've had in a few years since i left secondary sch & we might be taking up the assignment of...The Asian aerospace.Love to type in more details but gotta go to work ltr & lots to do.Can't reveal in detail too just in case a bomber is reading my blog!Good day guys & remain patriotic & strong to our countries this time around!
p.s Will add in pics soon here.Had trouble with the camera.
Posted at 01:20 pm by Axl_beng
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Whoa.I have a lot of changes to make here.The side profile is getting out of date...especially the movies which ended a long time ago!Sorry for dat.Have been very busy with work.If it s not work then it s gym.If it s not gym,then the guitar or else i ll be resting.My gf is out with her aunt now so i m alone at home.Just finished eating my first round of hydroxycut of the day.Need a lot of water with dat or else u ll go dehydrated & u can't pass out yer bowels which can be a dangerous thing.The last time it happenned to me,my bowels are dark green in colour,which i nvr experienced in my entire adult life.So i went a bit alarmed but my gf told me it s normal coz it s to remove the toxins frm the body.Hope so.Her bowel specialist told her dat anyway.
Was at the gym yesterday & by the time at home,i was dead beat.WIthin half an hr upon reaching home,I knocked out.Trying very hard to go to the gym often but time is not alwaes on my side coz of the time i spend at work.Food is even harder to organise.Gonna buy weights to beat dat problem.looking at muscletech's website.Trying to save the file from the pdf format.wanna bring it to work to print it.It takes a lot pf space.Hmm..Gotta chao.Lotsa things to do & gonna go to work ltr.I m gonna plan to revamp both my blogs & configure it to link to other pages to make it into a blog cum website.In the meantime,take care.
Posted at 02:46 pm by Axl_beng
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I'm back here pondering on wat to write here again.I alwaes have a problem finding topics to type out here unlike my trans blog.Getting sick of working for a living especially wit ppl pushing u around.I mean,we are there trying to earn a living but i donno y some ppl are doing so as if i owe them a living.I mean,everyone makes mistakes & they noe every damn thing there dat s coz they have been there for 30 yrs most of them.I haven't even been there for even a yr yet!They have been driving me nuts.Just like i'm better in comp than they are.Can't wait for the contract to finish.Definately gotta get outta there if i can't get a transfer elsewhere.Most of them like got another 10 yrs to retire....No way.Gotta go away.Can't possibly be there to transition as well.Just like in the case of our screening agent...she was so depressed she tried to commit suicide but i donoo whether to call it fortunate or unfortunate,she survived but to make matters worse,instead of counselling her to sane health,I heard she's gonna get sacked.I mean,wat was dat about.U are supposed to console her...not make things worse.What would happen next?
I just wanna get by fast & collect $$ in the meantime b4 it s too late.Look at those my age who came b4 me.They left in a few mths time.It s realli not our fault.Look at the pressure they are giving us.I'll rather be working with illiterate but sane ppl who understands the meaning of humility & not to stuck up to power & reputation.I wanna work wif ppl who i can click with.At work there,ppl tot i'm so quiet but little do they noe dat i'm very much myself outside.I'm being myself out there.Sigh.I love my technician job so much & the ppl there makes my day but i guess i screw my own life up dat time.Now i have to pay for it my encountering this.I guess i have to learn & appreciate & not taking advantage of the present good things we have.Look at those worse off than us....I guess we shld be thankful.So i guess now i have to carve a new way out & be back on the right track.
Came across a few short animation courses.Very short.12 weeks to a yr...it s too good to be true.i don't mind to go for it but my irregular working hrs make it hard to attend courses.I guess they will have to give me office hrs for me to attend classes.My company onli reimburse us for taking O levels.Dat's onli if we pass dat is.I have to work things thru to get to the right track to make my life sane once again.By the way,one gal left to be a lashing worker earning $1,800.The ppl working there shld be great.I guess being with such ppl is where i actualli belong.I am more comfortable being with hooligans & the like.It s where i feel i belong.At last i noe.Dat's where i belong.No more uniformed status jobs for me.I longed to dye my hair once again!Wooohoo!!!
Posted at 12:18 am by Axl_beng
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Techno+trance still rocks for me
I'm listening to All over-DJ Yanny & Come home-DJ rad.It's a hyped-up version so the mood is realli gd like on the dance floor.Habana Tekto-Area is next.I miss all the discos & pubs featuring onli techno & trance unlike wat they have now,R&B & Hip--hop is all the rage & full speed mainstream.I have nothing against it,i listen to all types of music but just can't realli get me in the mood to dance & let loose.Hmm...Gonna go Sparks again to relive those gd old days.Hey,u might say it's a kiddy place there but a lot of those ang-moh & trance followers prefers it overseas for their 'high' & fluid dancing.It's such a waste no one in singapore does fluid dancing(maybe without the night sticks?Nah).Go to some search engines & find out wat it is.Go catch some videos of it thru the websites.Great.Went to (the now defunct)club 7 a few years back & danced fluid with a few ang mohs from the US.Did learn a thing or two from them too.I have not seen anyone here do dat since.Gotta revive it all.
Went to Toys 'R' Us yesterday with my girlfriend coz i was telling her i suddenly have the urge to play with stunt kites & radio-controlled cars after being to West Coast park with my mum the last weekend.Hehe.A lot of them are playing it there unlike other beaches i went to.I found a lot of the radio-controlled cars & the one which excites me the most are replicas of 4WD souped-up cars!Mitsubishis,Supra,Mercedes AMG.I saw radio controlled bikes as well as hovercrafts & helicopters!The best thing yet is.....I discovered Fast & Furious radio controlled cars!!!It's not onli a small model....it's huge.ratio of 1:16.Official movie merchandise!Onli 2 models though.It's a must have.Gettin it next week.Heh.For kites,the choices are few & dissapointing.Onli found delta shaped stunt kites which is a bore.Come to think of it,my cousin's birthday is in March.Man.Gotta save up...save up!!! $$ running at red level!
Working night shift today & goin out with my girlfriend & her friend ltr.For now,i'm shit hungry & gonna cook up some salmon & eggs ltr.My muscles shrinking weirdly today.Overtraining?LAck of protein?Not enuff rest?Hmm...I dono.Must be all of it.Can't let it happen.dat's bad.I'll feed more updates & my rants & raves when i'm free & worryless.
Do come again.Yer presence is very impt to me.Heh.
Yours truly,
Axl
ah_beng@casino.com
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Hi...welcome to my lair.Visitors are encouraged to engage in the tag board.Enjoy your day & live life to the fullest!
Age: 27 as of 2008 Star sign: Sagittarius Profession: Somewhere in the security sector.AGAIN. Sideline professions: Network marketing,Song writing,Author(still writing),Magician(paused for a moment),weird fashion designer(paused also).More coming up. Hobbies: Playing the
guitar,singing,writing,being
online,fishing,bodybuilding Fav food: Oyako don,carrot cake,unagi burger,Beard papa(some jap cream cake),yakitori,eggs!!Love to explore. Music which turns me on:Techno,trance(my gf loves it too) Goals in life: To get married to my gf & be a millionaire before i die.
Contact me at: ICQ:247289480
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